174 // So Good

I forgot to set my alarm and woke up late losing many hours to regret but I still found the energy, the motivation, and the inspiration to clean the house, write something, decide things, and plan. Gosh, it’s been so long since I was able to do so much, mentally and physically. Being alive came easier today than it has in a long time.

And it felt so good! So good I wish the day would never end. I wish I could go on the way I am right now, which feels so much like the way I was before, but I have a feeling that a night’s sleep and the start of Monday will ruin it all. Oh well, I’m grateful all the same and perhaps the memory of right now will carry me through a day or two at least.