I’ve lost the energy and focus of yesterday but I’m trying, trying, trying to make it through my to-dos and goals. I tried eating my meals on time, drinking more water, I tried coffee, and walking, and socializing too. Nothing is working and the more I try, try, try, the more tired my eyes feel and the easier it is to find myself sucked into a social media hole.
I suppose a few paragraphs written of a few drafts here and there, and a few pages read will have to be enough. The week is half over and I already feel behind. I think I just need to finish something. That is the new, and only, goal for the day.
I think I might have done it. I might have finished a thing. We’ll see how I feel about it tomorrow morning when I wake and read it over with fresh eyes but I imagine my future self will feel much like I feel right now, desperate to believe I have accomplished something, finally! I’ll give myself a little more time for edits but one way or another it’s going up. I need proof of effort, of progress, of possibility.
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I always have so many things going at once that, even when I work on one of them, it doesn’t feel like I’ve accomplished anything. And the more I push myself to get that one thing done, the less I want to do it.
I sat down last night to write a post out, but it never happened. I kept telling myself to get started on it. Then I spent the next hour looking through some of my old posts before giving up and going to bed.
Hopefully, you find your focus and you like what you’ve done. You can do it!