154// It Gives Me Hope

Today I am grateful for:

1. The support of my coworkers. I’m nervous about next week but I know they will help me stumble through it and find my rhythm. They’ve reminded me that every single thing I have been afraid to do or thought I could not do I have excelled at. I got this!
2. My wife. She pulled out our old sewing machine this afternoon and has been been working for hourse to find a way to make us a few more masks so I won’t have to hand wash our current stock so often.
3. No watching TV. I’m not a being fan of sitting in front of the big screen but it’s a way to stave off boredom and to spend time with my wife but one day a week of being more mindful of times passing and choosing more constructively how to spend it feels good in a way none of my favorite shows have ever made me feel.