178 // Excuse Me

How is it not Friday yet?! I swear this week will never end. I’m trapped within it and I’m growing rather terrified. The longer I am here the hotter it gets, the more stifling it gets, the more exhausted I become and the more I worry how much harder it will get on my mind and my body. I worry how I will be able to keep this up.

I’m looking at the weekend now and all I see is more stress and exhaustion, and then it will be Monday before I know it, before I am ready, and I will begin it all again.

Time marches on and we march with it with our weights weighing heavier and no time at all to stop, to rest, to cool down, and to ready ourselves to begin the journey again. In life, we must always think on our feet and most of us end up so so worn out we must be dragged along reacting and wailing rather than living.

Excuse me, I’ve not slept well for many nights now.

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Lisa Marie Blair

Painfully aware. Profoundly afraid. Perpetually falling in and out of love with humanity. She/They.

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