155// Still So Uncertain

Today I am grateful for:

  1. My new smartwatch. It was another (and the last) little congratulatory gift to myself for my recent promotion. It just came today and it’s just what I’ve been wanting: something to track my steps and workouts and to reply to important notifications and messages without having to pick up my phone.
  2. How much progress I have made in coping with my anxiety. I’m freaking out about teaching my first CPR classes next week but I’m also aware that the very worst case scenario is that I might not be able to answer a question or that I might have technical problems. Other than that, I got this!…I think.
  3. This last day of easy work hours. Starting tomorrow I’ll have to wake up even earlier and next week I’ll start staying later too. I’d hoped for more time to get used to being at work but it looks like I’ll be moving toward the old normality a lot faster than expected.

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Lisa Marie Blair

Painfully aware. Profoundly afraid. Perpetually falling in and out of love with humanity. She/They.

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